till the world ends

finally time to write in here once again.. (:

juste debout was a really good experience ! its my first time and knowing that our standards are not up to par with the international ones.. mm.

its just time to work harder.

haha.

to me,

dance now is not about winning, its not about getting into whatever rounds in battles.

most importantly , i have improved and that is what makes me happy.(:

3 days for me to improve my popping is an achievement. knowing that people think you’re good, having the vietnamese poppers watching you and analyzing you when u freestyle.. it means a lot. doesn’t matter if they are judging me or not, but the fact that they actually bothered to look at me when i dance.. its an honor actually. (:

of course more to come.. have to improve more. get back what i have missed out over the years. i have one more chance in march and I’m gonna be much stronger and better . (:

oh and btw.

i have lesser hate for you now.

i dont deny that i hated you , 

but i also have to admit that i love you.

and always will.

<3